I don't know what to do. As a convicted felon (two times over), I don't know what to do. Yes...I had a troubled and selfish past. But that was almost 7 years ago for one period and over 12 years for the other.
I mean fuck...I am now 33 years old, a very honest person, a dedicated mother, spouse, student, and worker. But how do you tell an employer that?
It's so hard when you have no one to blame but yourself. I ruined my own life...I've done my time, I've went back to college and graduated with two degrees, I've had another child, I've been in a relationship for over 8 years, but NOTHING I do can erase the past.
WHAT ARE FELONS TO DO????? How do I stop beating myself up? When does my punishment end??
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
When does my punishment end?
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how are you?
I think its awesome that you have so much to be proud of, your relationship, your family your personal achievements,continue to celebrate your results.
I guess the unfortunate thing, is that no matter what you do, some people will still judge you,
there are people though, who would do that, even if you were never convicted,
keep being yourself,keep being proud of all the good things you do have, like you said in the post, you said a lot of good things about yourself,
one thing that can maybe make a difference in that punishment, is that you also stop punishing yourself, in the sense, of putting your self down, beating yourself down,
I dont know if you judge yourself, if you do, then work on not, see yourself as you want others to see you,it might take a little time, just remember you deserve everything you want, everything everyone else has,
you are not a convict a felon, thats a title, thats not who you are.
there is tons of people out there, never been to jail or convicted, that are raping and killing out there,
I say, you are a beautiful person, keep enjoying what you do.
My name is Frank, and Im glad to be following your blog, I dont know you,
Im jjust writing from the heart, enjoy your weekend
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